Why can't I sleep normally?
Why can't I breathe peacefully?
I no longer see images from the past
Then why doesn't my sleeping pills long last
Once I forced myself to stay up late into the night
Tearing myself up, spectating the person in so much delight
I lost the count of times I was ignored
My pleas were even unseen by the Lord's
Unwillingly thoughts pop up to my head
It feels like am falling deep down from my bed
In the depths where everything seems to be dark
As if I'll end up getting eaten by the nights shark
Questioning my worth is what I do by this time
Feeling guilty, even if am framed in the crime
I went to the basin to wipe my tears
But to add on to my fear
I felt the presence of something somewhere near
I rushed back in my room to find myself alone
I should've hugged him when he was tagged along.
I don't remember the last time i got a sound sleep
Is there even a solution of what we need
Light has fallen to the sky my alarm is about to beep
Am I afraid to fall asleep? 

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