I imagine us holding each other's hands under the starry sky and looking into each other's eyes.

Life would have been so different if we knew what it has in store for us next, isn't it?

The unpredictability and uncertainties of life sometimes disturb me, it almost makes me anxious to even think about a life without you. When you dream of building a home together and you fear everything will get shattered one day.

I imagine us watching the sunset and having a hot cup of tea together even in our seventies and being nostalgic about the fact how we did the same thing when we were in our thirties. You are my home and I dream of a home of our own, a home with no loud arguments, a home where there will only be love, love, and love in abundance. Where I will embrace you for peace and life will just get effortlessly better.

I imagine us walking towards the heaven doors together smiling and giggling with each other and remembering how great we were with each other.

Amidst the uncertainties and the fears of my own, your smile still heals me. Even if there's a constant fear of losing your hand I still wish to hold on to it till eternity. I wish to keep you mine and never to lose you in the crowd because if I will, I fear I will be lost in this unknown crowd. 

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