I had to let you go !!!
I had to let you go,
Like the trees that let their leaves fall!
For I am soaked in my own Pipeland,
With the vegetative mind that is ready to accept none.
I had to let you go,
Like the Dusk that gives way to light,
Because I am slackened by the happenings around,
That I don't find the Zeal to embrace you.
I had to let you go,
Like how the stages of life gives spaces to each other,
As I have taken the pills of an unknown guilt,
That doesn't let me accept anyone wholeheartedly.
I had to let you go,
As I am writing the new chapter of my story,
With a promise of finding new characters and events,
That would break me, mould me
Help me fight with new demons,
To only make me as the "Lone Warrior" at the fag end.
I am sorry darling!
There is a Loud Lament inside my naive soul,
That gets silenced before the world,
For the latter fears the arrow of Affliction!!
It's often the dark emotions that makes us a poet,
It's the Quivering Hands that writes the unthinkable,
It's the Bleeding Pen that wins the game,
It's the paper of a blood-soaked fist
That creates a legacy.
So darling it's the Lovable Soul that's changing your history!
Even if this poem reaches out to you,
It would still be a facade.
Just like how most of the poets are Seasoned Liars,
Who would let out their heart to save their art,
By covering the Inner emotions with metaphors,
So am I darling, Who is covering
Her Love with this similes,
The bulging feelings with metaphors,
The Schmaltz Ballad with a Sober Poetry,
For she believes that letting someone go
Would place her in a Placid Grave,
With zilch regrets and tensions!
I wish I could tell you how much I yearn for your Love,
But sorry
"I HAD TO LET YOU GO"!

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