I want to fill me
Doesn't matter, if it's glee or grief
Just something it should be.
I just feel too empty,
And now it's hurting. 

Something's missing in me,
But I don't know what it is
A part of me is lost, 
And I don't know where I should search for it and for what.

There's an emptiness that I can't define,
With peace in solitude that I can't deny.
The universe that carves my fate, I request it to my wake.
I worship the goddess, on her feet with the lines of my hands trimmed.

The taste of deep silence,
So bitterly sweet, 
I would taste it for another life.
If I split myself to show you who I am

Will you take me for granted??

The games of fate,
So easily the hardest,
I would play while losing myself.
If my blood stains your face

Will you still let me be by your side, without feeling the disgust in your eyes??

The subtle nature of darkness,
So thrillingly peaceful,
I would stay in there with my shattered soul.
When the tears will dry and be replaced by the fresh ones,

Will you give me your hand for some warmth??

The promise that's meant to be broken,
So strongly brittle,
I would accept it again if it's from you
But if the time came, when I would be left with nothingness
When there'll be no blood in me to bleed
When it'll be the time to see the real me

Can you stay by me, even after witnessing the ruin of me??

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