Are you leaving me?

Yup! I'm leaving you.

So, you have decided, not gonna change your mind.

Ya! I have decided.

Goodbye! Take care.

At least listen to me once we can fix this... trust me... please don't leave me. I was shouting from my room but he didn't even say a word and left me there heartbroken, in a vulnerable situation.

My heart felt like, I'm not gonna survive any more minutes in this world without him.

I slept there on the floor for the whole day - night and didn't eat anything for the whole day - night.

I was not able to process what just happened to me, it felt like I lost myself not Atlas.

The next day in the morning I got up... ate a whole Bowl of noodles and sat there in the living room and started to think what did I do that he left me but no answer came out. The same night I went to the bar and drank too much. I was not able to stand properly, I was about to fall but a boy saved me from falling.

Hey ! Hey! Control said he accompanied me to my car, I don't know how he managed to find my car  I can't remember anything, I only remember that as soon as I opened my eyes he gave me a drink and I Irinked that made me feel relaxed and started acting normally. Then he asked me what's your name and why you drank too much.

I decided to tell him the whole story because I needed someone who could listen to me. I can't call any of my friends because they would be busy with their work and also he seems to be a nice man . Would you like to listen to my story but it will take one hour. I said. It's completely fine. I can wait the whole night to listen to your story, tell me without thinking for a second. He said, I'm Rylee. My partner broke up with me. I said this and started to cry. Sorry to hear that but you have to understand the simple things people come and go but you have to remember that only you stay with yourself so, take care of yourself. Tell me what can I do? He said. I felt nice to hear these words from him.

I want you to listen to me. I want to tell you about him because I want to remember all things for the last time alone. I will start crying, that's why I need you to hear me out, I said.

Ok speak out I'm here to hear you, he said.

My partner's name is Atlas, and I and Atlas met in college. I said He was nodding and listening with concerned eyes.

I continued by saying, we met at a friend's birthday party, he looked so handsome that day he was wearing black jeans, a white shirt and white sneakers made design with black colour, i remember every detail of that day I was wearing a shirt white dress. He looked at me for 10 min or something and came near me and said in my ear you look cute. I was like aww thank you. Then after we had a little conversation, we came to know that we both love reading novels. We exchanged our numbers. He left early because he had some work.

The next day Atlas called me and asked if I could go to the library with him. I said I would love to. This continued for months. We became best friends. Slowly I started to feel something for him beyond friendship but I was afraid that he would not choose me or it would affect our friendship. But who knows what the universe has decided? One day Atlas came to my house and told me to get ready fast. I asked the reason but he said I will tell you in my car to go fast and hurry to get ready. I was excited because my heart was hoping that he might propose to me or he would confess. But the reason was that he was going on a date with a girl and wanted some advice from me . But the word date can you imagine how horrible that word would be for me at that moment. ? My eyes were filled with tears I told him to stop the car got out of the car and ran as much as I could, he showed my tears so he followed me back I stopped because there was no energy left in my body, he asked me why are you running what happened to you Rylee are you alright?

I shouted at him with all the energy left in my body and said I love you, you idiot.

If you don't feel the same then just go here and don't come back again. Goodbye!

I started walking, I walked for 5 min or something. I was crying like a little child then I heard his voice Rylee Stop just stop it there I turned back and showed him running as fast as he could the moment he reached me he kissed me and said. Why didn't you say this earlier? I was afraid to lose you t that's why I decided to hide my feelings and talk to you normally but I failed and started crying i couldn't control myself by hearing the word date with another girl, I said. From that day onward we started dating. We used to meet every day and also used to spend 12 hours together in a day . We finished college together and decided to take admission to the same University.

It's been two years, we were here together and suddenly he said I fell out of love I can't continue this and broke up with me. Left me there alone with broken pieces of my heart.

This was the reason so sorry to hear this, he said.

Hmm, I said.

Let him go. Move on, it will take time, I know it's not easy to move on from someone who you loved without any limitation but you have to do it for yourself, remember how happy you were before meeting him, he said.

But it's too hard to forget him, he has promised me that he will always be with me and I also believe. I never ever imagined that I would have to be without him.

I have to do it all over again, I will need some time but I can do this  I said.

Ya! You can, you will do this good, he said.

Hmmm, btw what's your name I asked.

I'm Sam, this is my card. You can call me whenever you need someone to hear you out. He said OK thank you, I will call you. I said Bye!

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