My eyes felt like I was awake during the whole night. I breathed in fresh air around me to boost my energy. I washed my face with the cold water coming from the tap. My first aim was to eat the breakfast and search for a well-paid job. My life goal was to become a millionaire without working hard.

The road of Eriksgate Street was rough. You can see large holes. The clock is ticking very unusually today, so better I get to the town before snow falls. With the help of my neighbour Josh, I removed the ice. It is difficult through my 40s to put the ice away by myself. Especially in December. The frosty fjord looks like heaven today. The beautiful scenery cools my temper. The red shirt looks fit to me. It was a gift I got on my last birthday from Josh. He was the only person I am connected to in this world. I don’t remember about my parents anymore. It’s like I am living in a mere dream. Memories

Began to fade with the time. I am at the edge of Alzheimer’s. Every day I follow this routine to convince me I am still young. Even though I apply for a job no one accepts it. The loneliness hunts me. I now feel guilty about wasting my time in the house and ask a question to myself why did not enjoy my life when it was possible? Suddenly I got an eerie feeling. I looked at the watch, it was past 5 in the evening. I looked around and my car was in the middle of a forest. Just remember I forgot the medicines. I set the map to my home and started it. At this moment I wanted to cry. After a few minutes, I reached home. Josh was waiting for me in front of the house. He helped me to get into my room and handed me the medicine. I said he can leave now. I felt ashamed today of what just happened today. My eyes shut down before I knew it. 

Who knows where I will be after this?

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