I remember it was a full moon day,
and I do remember I didn't take my phone
out of my pocket to snap the blue moon
and the pink sky with the silhouettes of birds everywhere!
I just looked at the moon and she was looking at me like the last time,
Drowning in the thoughts
Walking in the platform
Hugging myself
Covering with my aesthetic shawl
to pretend that I'm actually 'cool'
Thought it would be a beautiful day
to post on my feed which
turned to be a day where I felt
that heartache after years!
Something is breaking
I can listen to the voices
yelling at me like before,
It wasn't that bad
because I'm used to it
The same story,
In the same sequence,
The same rejection,
The same girl (beautiful)
standing in front of me
holding his hands,
But this time
I didn't walk away
I sat and I looked at those hands
once holding mine,
But I could remember he
told me, 'You aren't that perfect wine...' and laughing
My eyes were red,
Wearing the perfect outfit (saree)
I never did before
Standing all alone
with my phone
scrolling all the feed
and I realized no one
need (me)
Smiling, laughing but still
I could listen to something inside
is paining heavily,
All I can do is run,
But not this time,
I waited and I saw him looking completely fine
But why it was so beautiful?
When it wasn't meant to be?
Why I felt it was 'him'
When I told my mom about him!

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