I miss myself more when I am surrounded by people who unconditionally love me.

Worst of all, you are in a good place right now. But not at all pleasant memories.

Memories and expectations make a person weaker at their weakest point. And recovering from that weakest part of memory is more difficult than living with it as if it were your regret with grief.

And I guess I'm stuck.

I want to move and feel alive in that good part of myself where I am physically but not mentally.

And the truth is that the past never haunts you, but memories do.

Moving on from memories that haunt you requires courage and a lot of effort.

If suffering is alone, then so can recovery.

All you have to do is let go of the memories that haunt you.

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