How can I escape this misery of loving?

Lost in between peace and misery
Struggling to pass through the day
The sweetest and coldest is the cake
That I love to have through all claims

The light I have been missing
The darkness feels like home
The grey sky sheds my frozen tears
The water I save from flowing
I might cause a flood
That can damage the ones that scratch me
From veins to bones, I am cursed
My eyes to blocked to see the rays
The saver is in front of
But I am too broken to trust it
Knowing it hurts me more
Everything just hurts
How can I escape this misery of loving?
How can I escape this misery of loving?

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