I'm in a very committed relationship with a freezy brain, numb voice, shaky hands, and a brain that loves to overthink so much that you can break your own heart into so many pieces and sometimes I don't even want this but you can't control your thoughts and that time anxiety becomes your best friend.

It's very hard to deal with that ache in your heart it's hurting like hell, and I can't do anything about this, I'm an introvert who always stays in my own zone, but life has another plan for me I guess. Life introduced me to the best time for a while but she never fails to amaze me with new hurt, I don't wish to live like this, with continuous hate, abandonment, dishonesty, mental abuse, and many more things like this.

I found this blog as an opportunity to have a connection with new people who might introduce me with a new hope to live. This article is my first ladder to be out of this self and want to fight with it, I know its not that crucial, important, or unique thing you'll read but a voice of a human being who doesn't have any hopes left from life but still want to find that light in a life which gave me new hope's to live peacefully, happily and wants to spread more love and kindness to people, I don't want anyone to experience what I'm experiencing.

My Dream to be the author of a book that love people...

One day I want to write a book which help people to love themselves more each day and will spread more love and kindness to them so that no will ever experience depression, anxiety, self-doubt, self sabotage  or feel alone I want to be there with them through my book.

I love this Quote...

If speaking kindly to plants helps them grow. Imagine what speaking kindly to humans can do. 

I LOVE to live by this quote... 

Take care darlings,

Love you and Love yourself more...

.    .    .