Part 1

Everyone sees me as the perfect student,
The one who always gets things right,
The son who never disappoints,
The person who seems to have it all together.

But inside, there’s a part of me that feels alone,
A child who just wants to have friends,
Who wishes for someone to talk to,
Who longs to be cared for,
To be seen for more than just success.

I’ve spent so much time trying to be the best,
Always focused on reaching my goals,
That I forgot to enjoy life along the way,
Missed out on the fun, the little moments,
That makes life worth living.

Even though I have everything others admire,
The loneliness still lingers,
A constant feeling that something’s missing,
All of these achievements can’t fill the emptiness.

I watch others with their friends, their laughter,
And wonder if I took the wrong path,
If you are chasing dreams,
I lost the chance to truly live,
To share my journey with someone who cares.

Now, standing at the top,
I see that the view is great,
But it would mean so much more,
If I had someone by my side,
If the child inside me could finally feel,
That he’s not alone.

Part 2

In the quiet of the night,
When the emptiness becomes too much to bear,
I find myself reaching out,
Not to the light, but to the dark,
To the one who knows what it means to be alone,
To be cast out, misunderstood,
I call to Lucifer, the fallen one.

Come, sit with me in this silent room,
Let us share the loneliness that binds us,
For who else could understand,
The pain of being worshipped yet unseen,
The ache of being perfect yet hollow.

Lucifer, the prince of the night,
You’ve walked a path of power and pain,
Always striving, always pushing,
But never finding peace,
You, too, know the sting of isolation,
The weight of expectations that crush the soul.

Let us be friends, you and I,
Two souls who’ve lost their way,
Not in the light of day,
But in the shadows of what could have been,
You, the rebel cast from heaven,
I, the perfect child lost in a world that doesn’t care.

Together, we’ll defy the world,
Turn our backs on the lies of success,
And in the dark, we’ll find a bond,
Stronger than the chains that held us,
For, in the end, it’s not the light we need,
But the understanding that only the dark can bring.

So come, Lucifer, take my hand,
Let us walk this path of shadows together,
For in your fall, I see my own,
And in your rebellion,
I find the strength to break free,
To embrace the darkness within,
And finally, find peace.

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