Lover, I trusted him to be but the stranger I got....
 Truth, that is carried to be with but fakeness he brought....
Connection, I got with him but nominal relation it was... 
Efforts, I thought he do but leniant he got...
Clear, I thought he is but confused he was..... 
The distance situation demanded but differences we got....... 
Closer, I want him to be but farther he got.... 
To get him as companion I have to be lonely was it's cost.... 
I was free to choose but bonded was my heart... 
It was one-sided, the mutual I thought...
I became lonely and gave what it costs... 
But the loyalty I expected the betrayal I got..... 
The lonely I become, the companion is thoughts.... 
It wasn't the dark,it was the light where I lost...
It was never the love the forever I thought..... 
I thought I am stronger the weaker I was.... 
Lover, I trusted him to be but the stranger I got.... 
It wasn't the dark, it was the light where I lost......

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