Searches reminiscent, past infect,
Immensity emotions event detect,
Loved this heart throbbed dream,
Sensuous life, sensations stream,

Wakeful night after night thought,
Love her, interact, contact brought,
Pink was sky noisy bird romance,
Boulevards, hand-in-hand trance, 

Fragrant togetherness or lovelorn,
Desires earnest physical yet burn,
Her smile, inviting lips, warmth lit,
Still remember the bench delight,

Crowded, colorful leaves, trees stay,
Our intimacy matured marry way,
Decades we visit remember places,
Find our root, discover love traces,

She disappeared, didn't inform me,
Quit, leave me alone, tortured prime,
Felt the loneliness, desolate states,
Where I failed love diluted debates,

Inconsolable inconsistent reaction,
Depression, hurt betray, fascination,
Wealth, comfort, luxury, gold attract,
Reject love wed locked future react,

Chose another man in life, stubborn,
The civilized world, we live modern,
My way or high way at will decide,
Conscience human love yet reside,

The flame selfless care soul united,
lonely home silent life probed cried,
No answer, no children once dream,
Sweet home noisy content extreme,

Castle in the air melted living just,
Fulfill my life sojourn difficult cost,
Not unheard of, have seen, devastated,
Spirit lured for gold beauty wasted,

Who deceives, deceived in the end,
Fascinating humans, greed, legend,
As you sow, so you reap in balance,
There is no escape way any chance,

Impassioned passed life traveler fit,
Twilight years settled dusk delight,
Surprised a courtyard, lonely, sober,
Pale skies lonely bench past harbor,

Here we met once decades ago, in vain,
Rock bottom of love story place gain,
Standing here, tearful, ask, why dear,
Where are you, how you lived, secure,

Living this ghost, still love, you sheer,
Can't hate you or forget, neither peer,
Withered melancholic lifetime storm,
The park, empty benches, rock bottom.

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