Part 1

But the story began when we met because of someone else And I find her pretty & interesting

I searched for her on insta and that's how our story began, I replied to her story post she messaged me back and that's how our conversation started.

We both find each other so interesting, that our whole day finished in conversation and our fingers get tired by typing so we thought let's talk on call, the whole day is not enough for us we just continually started talking on call for up to 4 am.

At 4 am when we are going to hang out our calls she said tomorrow I am going back to home for some days, so can we meet before going.

On the next day, we met & we had a lot of conversation and we forget that cab is at the gate so I went to drop her off at the cab she said bye and I said bye and I took her bag and I put it in the cab, and she just flipped towards me and I hugged her tightly and she also hugged me tightly and then she sits in the cab & left the place

But the feeling of a hug is just undescribable, and the hug just happened I thought she hugged me but when she left the place and I called her for knowing that she reached the station She said "tumna mujha hug ku kia" And I said " Mene nhi kia tumna kia" So we both realize that it's just happened and we both are happy about that and we are feeling great after that amazing tight and cute hug.

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Part 2

Volume I

After when she returned we get addicted to each other calls, messages & meetings and hugs, smiles & happy faces

We are spending time with each other like we don't want to leave each other. we are still friends nothing more

So we decide to shift to the same apartment and I shifted to her apartment

In starting we are behaving like we are just normal friends.

And nothing much so we sleep on the same bed but separately after a few days time brings us close and in that moment she is on the side of me and I am using my phone, the lights were off, it's the evening time, our room was full dark and she turns on my side and her hand just touched me.

I feel something different just like she was calling me that she wanna hug me and I hold her hand very softly and rub her back with my other hand and she took a long breath with her closed eyes then I realized she wanna hug me then I closed my phone laid down and hugged her tightly

When I hugged her, my heartbeat started beating very fastly, I was feeling very nervous and she was breathing very loudly then I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but the nervousness was on the next level. At that, we had a great cuddle.

On the next day both are silent. She was in the kitchen and I thought everything was ok, I went to her and tried to hug her from behind but she pushed me away and said don't touch me.

Part - 2

Volume - II

When she said don't touch me, I was in shock about what did I do, for a few days we talked like a stranger, I am felted very bad because I didn't understand what happened & why she was not talking with me, why she was behaving like this, so I tried to talk to her and I asked her why your behaving like this she said "please don't hug me from the back", I said " Why? ", she said " This is how my ex used to hug me from my back and nobody after that huge me like that, so don't do that again"

After that, we are living together but not talking too much but again after a few weeks time brings us closer, we are behaving like normal and felt happy together.

After a few days in the middle of the night when we both sleeping I found her hand on me and she is breathing heavily then I took my pillow closer to her hugged her and make her comfortable the next morning we didn't talk about that the same thing happened next night and next morning we didn't talk about that so we both were comfortable with that without giving explanation about that.

I used to wait a whole day for a night when we slept together and when I will hug her and made her comfortable.

When she came closer to me she felt very comfortable and I always used to watch her sleep till I fell asleep, sometimes kiss on her head & cheeks and I always tried to make her comfortable after a few weeks one night I was watching her sleeping I feel very cute, so I kissed on her head and face and on her Lips.

And it just happened there is no wrong intention towards her from me, I don't know it just happened. She said "leave" And pushed me away and she turned on the other side and said take ur hands off me. I just moved away from her and tried to sleep but I was feeling guilty for what I did.

The next morning she had a flight to catch towards home. So when I woke up she is packing her stuff and left the place before when she left she said "me ja rhi hu" I said "ok" I don't have any courage to say sorry to her at that time. After she left I messaged her and said "sorry" She replied "sorry I can't accept your sorry" I tried very hard to explain to her but she didn't reply.

So when she left the place, after a few days her friend came to the apartment and took her all the stuff and said "she is shifting with me".

It's been two and a half years since we last talked. Maybe it's the end of our story. But I miss her.

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