Unfamiliar tears in my eyes but the familiar kind of ache in my heart. 
I guess it's a bit too much
Keep downplaying my emotions even though it is eating me alive
Endure and survive
Even though sometimes I wanna curl up and 
Crying into the night
I guess it's a bit too much
Even though I felt like I was never enough, had to toughen up
Endure and survive. Even though it was eating me alive. 
Lord will I ever be enough? 
Toughened up and survived
But sometimes I still wanna die. 
Maybe I can cry
Cry into the night
With unfamiliar tears in my eyes but a familiar kind of ache in my heart. 

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