There was this feeling inside you,

Whenever you saw her, your heart starts to beat faster You got butterflies inside you. Whenever you get a text from her, you just cannot control yourself From replying to her at the speed of light. Whenever you met and had a small talk with her, that made you feel like the time is just stopped, and you just want to be with her for eternity. You want to dive deep inside those beautiful eyes and hear her voice forever.

Now the time has come,

When you see her, your heart doesn’t even react and you don't feel butterflies inside you anymore, because there are dead inside you. When you get her text, now you ignore it and say to yourself, “I’ll text her later” and make her wait. And your replying speed has become like s snail. When you meet her, you don't feel excited anymore, just like you used to be. You just wanna finish your conversation, go home and play games with your friends, and have good time with them. You just wanna forget her and move on with your life. But you can't forget your memories, goofy talks, which you used to do, you just can't.

One day, you asked yourself, “What happened to me? Why I don't wanna see her? Why don't you feel excited anymore?” Then you got the answers. 

She is not that girl anymore, she doesn't talk to you the way she used to talk. She doesn't share her ups and downs with you anymore. She always used to share funny moments and jokes with you, but now, she barely makes an effort to see you. Her talking tone has changed, it doesn't even feel like she actually wanna talk to you. Now you understood that she is not that girl that you used to talk. Her dry replies had ripped off your talking interest from her. Now you have understood she killed your butterflies from inside you, Now you just wanna let her go, because you loved her so much that you can let her go. Now, You don't force anyone to be your friend or lover. If she ever loved you, she will come again, but now you just let her go.

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