I shall never let you know…
No, I shall never let you know how much I miss you…
No, I shall never let you know how much I love you…
I shall never tell you the count of my sleepless nights
I shall never tell you how much the tears blurred my sights,
I won’t let you know how many times I think of you throughout the day
I won’t let you know how many times lifeless on my bed I lay
I will never call you nor message you …
I will never talk to anyone about you …
I shall only love you until my last breath
For I guess you were never my fate!
You suddenly one day walked away
Leaving your footprints on my heart
They can’t be erased nor would the pain fade
With me those signs of love and betrayal always remain.
Yes, I have many questions
That you will never answer
Yes, I have many allegations
That you will never accept
Yes, I have many dreams … shattered …battered …
I will let your love blossom throughout my life
But never let you know how much I love you!

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